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Thursday
January 03 2008, 08:56 PM |
martin+liane=(L)forever :D
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Monday
December 10 2007, 05:17 PM |
i have these parts of songs stuck in my head
I'm hot cuz im fly!
you aint cuz you not!
this is why this is why this is why im hot!
hope im on the list of people that you hate
its time to meet the monster you have helped create
its hard not to be
a menace to society
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Tuesday
December 04 2007, 07:26 PM |
my p rents just gave me a new pair of head phones as early present
yay
theyre right nice
and pink
:D
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Monday
October 08 2007, 02:58 PM |
today fucking sucks
i have no words FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
MOTHER FUCK!
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Sunday
September 30 2007, 07:59 AM |
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I LOVE MARTIN
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Tuesday
September 25 2007, 01:30 PM |
short story short
got a migraine yesterday after school went to hospital got needle in my ass cheek puked my guts out
woke up this morning with ANOTHER one
went to hospital
got two needle in my ass cheek
i just sure fuckin love m y life sometimes
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Friday
September 14 2007, 02:10 PM |
so heres how my day went
i woke up
thought about what day it was... thouht about Not going to school...
But ... Did go to school
so im sitting in my art class painting, everything SEEMS fine but i do feel a little weird, (my voice sounded funy to me, my lip was tingling, my eyes felt funny Ect)
then, on my paper not directly in my line of sight... i see a Blind spot, an aura
(kinda looks like when u stare at a light for too long)
then i thought, Ah mother fucker i didnt look at no fucking damn light.
rapidly this blind spot gros bigger and i can hardly see... i get up, feeling dizzy
and i told mrs lumala i was getting migraine and needed to go home.
which i did.
i spent from 10 am to fucking 5pm.. my whole day... feeling like a peice of rotten shit with a SUPER bad sore head and face .. puking my fucking guts out every 10 or less minutes
i felt sorry for myself and i wish icould be someone else
everyday i wake up and im scared because i think, What if im going to get a migraine today?
its not a headache, its not a sickness... its not something i can get rid of or do aNYTHING AT FUCKING ALL ABOUT
i fucking hate this part
i hate that this fcuking happens to me
ever since i was in grade fuckin 4.. i was just a kid and i felt this intense pain like this
and to this motherfucking day i still feel it
and my neurologist, a fucking profesional, cant even tell me WHAT kind of migraine iget, And HOW!! OR WHY!!
WHY
just fucking tell me why
then i guess i could try to move on with my life in a way that ISNT painful
it just hurts so bad and i get them so bad
my vison is totally lost before the pain starts
no pill... nasal shit... anything.. nothing even works for me because i guess im just THAT special
My arm will start to tingle, starting from my finger tips to my shoulder
then it starts tingling numbly in my lip, and side of my face
and i puke and puke and puke because that pain is just too fucking much for me.
THere, fuck this
im done complaining
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Friday
September 07 2007, 09:20 PM |
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Friday
August 31 2007, 02:04 PM |
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i gotta get my binders and shit ready i jsut found out today when school starts ..
fuck eh
hmm heres some pictures!
( Please dont stop tha music! )
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Friday
August 10 2007, 08:53 PM |
i cant find a song im looking for....
i swear to god it was called Monster by Stem... its a heavier type song..
hmmmmm
And i went to the hospital today.... find out why i been feelin so fuckin shitty....
I HAVE MONO.
:(
i feel so fucking shitty.
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Thursday
August 02 2007, 08:44 PM |
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ashley smashed her face today... yyup
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Wednesday
July 11 2007, 09:16 PM |
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and now i am jobless
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Friday
June 15 2007, 03:06 PM |
im sorry
i have so much to let out but i would lose alot
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Saturday
June 02 2007, 02:02 PM |
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Monday
May 21 2007, 01:55 PM |
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i'm feeling a little cray-zay
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Sunday
April 29 2007, 01:41 PM |
fuck
you
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Sunday
February 18 2007, 02:31 PM |
Cause youre really only after
74 75
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Thursday
January 18 2007, 04:08 PM |
i close my eyes
close the door
i wont worry anymore
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Thursday
January 18 2007, 01:44 PM |
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soo today was fine
lol i gave erik heck today.. not really
i just told him it shows he obviously doesnt care
lol... but he went with alex .. and i wont lie, i would too. from his house to the dry cleaners is a pretty far walk.. but i told him to come see me friday and im gonna make him promise and if he doesnt im not going to be his friend im gonna forget his name, everything i ever knew about him... haha i couldnt do that but ill just scare him
soo yes, today was fine.
science was alright,
watched the volley ball game
got high
made the yellow brick road from wizard of oz in aniamtion... hahah
came home
downloaded a bunch of my tunes and charged my ipod
sweeet
i dont know what im doing tonight tho. maybe ill just relax at home. or maybe ill go rent that laura croft DVD game thing.... or nvm cause i dont have money.
fuck ya
i just made a new deal with my mom... instead of putting every second pay check in my savings account.. im going to put like 100 bucks of everypay check into my savings and keep the rest.
and my pay checks are like 200 dollars
so its perfect if not better.
kay well im outtttt
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